纯纯的 “喜欢”

different kind of affections? XD

刚看完一部超感动的日剧，清く柔く(Kiyoku Yawaku). 请看介绍 Kazuyoshi-Saito---Kagerou 。

长大了，相信大家应该不记得当初小时候那纯纯，干干净净的"喜欢"了吧。看完了这部电影，让我想起了第一次被小男孩告白的事...

好，故事发生在女孩小学六年级时。

女孩从小就像个野孩子，妈妈早出晚归，爸爸是位长途罗里司机，经常不在家，所以她已习惯了四处流浪（好啦，没那么夸张，只是时常往外跑，像个男孩似的）。因此在学校都和男同学混在一块。也因此而成了他们的媒人/感情顾问/跑腿，全为了.....Pokemon的迷你模型!!（男生还是比较强，收集的比较多）。

突然，班上来了个转学生，女孩有点在意他，觉得他和其他男同学不一样，之后不知怎样，他就经常欺负她。

故事到这里好像没什么"喜欢"可言对吧？

好，话说就在上学的最后一天，在巴士回家路途中，并肩并，聊起了喜欢对象。。。

她：”其实你到底喜欢谁啊，又没看你告白的，班上的男同学我都几乎全知道了，那你呢？”

他：“安静...”

她：“谁啊？是我们班的吗？”

他：“点头”

看着男孩一副腼腆的样子，女孩知道这下可有趣了。

她：“OK，那是XXX吗？”

他：“摇头”

她：“是XXX吗？”

他：“摇头”

把班上美女的名字都念完后。。。

她：“好啦，那告诉我她的姓总可以了吧，她姓什么啊？”

她：“告诉我啦”

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经过了一番严攻逼问（班上男同学都是这样被我逼着说的。。。^^ 自豪，纯粹觉得好玩）

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他：“她姓李啦！”

当下女孩吓呆了，虽然没说名字，但女孩已经知道是谁。

因为在班上，只有女孩是姓李的！

一阵肃静，脸红，尴尬，心跳，女孩完全不知所措，因为来得太突然了，毕竟男孩平时都在作弄她。也从没想过有人会注意到她，因为长得不比其他女孩漂亮啊，论成绩也不比其他女孩优秀啊。满脑子的为什么。。。

这时，眼见女孩的家到了，她不吭声地立马拔腿就逃！连个“再见”也没说，就这样地。。。

喜欢。

Travelling Alone

with Bob & a French dude at a Reggae party, Manila

Be Brave 
well I suppose the distinction between being brave and crazy reckless is just a fine line. People ALWAYS have tons of excuses but then they will say something like these, "awww, I really envy how you can be so carefree" , "I wish I can....", "if only....." and so on and so forth. Truth be told, it's actually YOU that is stopping YOU! ok, my story behind is not that noble =P thanks to AirAsia promo which prompt me to just click away and boom! I'll be going to Manila alone for 2 weeks.

Language, bridge to people's heart
Going to a foreign land with the locals speaking foreign language and you not understanding a single sound will frighten you. That is why, take it as a chance to pick up a new language. (do put some effort pls, anyone can say thank you and please) More often than not, ppl will just smile and open up, to you this strange tourist coming to their land who understands nothing about the harsh reality of life.

So the best part/ downside of travelling alone is that eventually you have to talk to people, otherwise you will have bad breath. ok irrelevant I get it. Being an Asian/Chinese I understand why most of us get anxious around Westerners, "oh no how can I talk to that blue eyed guy with his impeccable English and my broken Manglish". Language aside, they are just normal human, some funny some stupid, don't be fooled by how they look, and they are definitely not superior than us! ok maybe some like Bill Gates & Mr President Obama & maybe Jude Law & ... ...

But truly, English is not just a language to me, it's a ticket, a door, it opens up a whole new world, I wouldn't be who/where I am now if it weren't for English and Japanese & maybe Mandarin contributed too =P you know, language generally.

Freedom
of course alone means alot of freeeeeeeedom. Everyday I will meet a new person and will be doing something completely spontaneous. Went to Gay parade with a Chinese dude who then later confessed to me. Play badminton with a Brit on a rooftop. Impromptu basketball match consisting of a Brit, a Jap, Pinoy, short Asian (me...) American and a couple from Israel. Reggae party with fellow backpackers whom I just met. Short exploration around the city with a Swedish girl whom I just met on the day before. movie/beer night with the Americans, play a group ping pong etc.

Of course it's very uncomfortable at first, but the fun in return is just priceless!
SO? GET OUT THERE PEPS!

Till then, adiós.

Older but Wiser?

You know how those cheesy Birthday cards always have quotes like this - 'older but wiser'.

Well I Highly doubt it. 

Those so called grown-ups, adults, parents (yuckssss!), are just as screwed up as we are/were...sometimes...most of the times!

ok some might say I am in a denial stage and would just ask me to grow up, be mature! Well truth is growing up does nothing but kill your hopes, your dreams and most importantly, CREATIVITY. yes, you! working adults out there, you're BORING! burying all your fun with money, loans, insurance, Prada bags, car, Rolex, wedding...urghhhh...I think I might throw up. 

There's too many 'should' - you should be earning bla bla bla by now, you should be getting married by now, you should have a car by now, you should do this n that, achieve this and that bullshit! (Please excuse my vulgarity)

Do you remember when you were a kid, they always say, listen to your parents, they are always right. Well I think they actually don't know what to do most of the time, even now. Some still have the urge to f*** someone when they are already 60 and break the family apart, some gamble their life and family away just because they cannot control their brain, so what makes you think you can control your kids when you cannot even control yourself?

'Older but wiser' ? oh please, spare me the joke.

BUT!

Despite shits happen all the time, there are beauuuutiful things in this world that keep me from drowning. You don't have to have fancy car to be happy, you don't have to go to Paris to be happy. 

Stop and smell the roses, that's what they say (though we don't have roses I know) =P

anyways, Happy Birthday Me

Redang Island

After the movie, Summer Holiday (夏日的麼麼茶), I have always wanted to come here. One of my many dreams is to open a hostel/cafe by the beach (no tsunami please). 

Donna, the only girl who gets me

abandoned the office (plus Bryan) and sneaked out =P
Roberto, Radhit, Donna & Han Ming

from crystal clear to different shades of BLUEEEE

Amazing place. Despite the crowd, it's very clean, surprisingly (being sarcastic as a Malaysian). It's so clean that just by the beach you can see fishes swimming underneath.

Till then, adiós!

Beatrix Potter

L.O.V.E

When ppl say, love is the solution to any problems in the world, love can even stop war, I was hoping for a further elaboration on that, perhaps a seminar to discuss bout it. silly me.

How do you describe love then? I suppose it must be unique to each and single one of us. Love is the most common topic of all time and yet ever been solved. 

So how do you describe love then, to do it the scientific way of first categorise between sibling love, friendship love and what, love love?

I used to think that I can live without love, you know the love love kind. Couples living in their own love bubble, being oblivious and transparent, sicken me.

The gushed emotions of love would just drown your whole logic system and basically every single nerves would appeared malfunctioned. And that is the power of love, ppl do stupid things because of love.

And at the same time ppl lived because of love.

So it’s a love-hate relationship then between me and love =P

A close friend of mine just came back from NZ and gave me this, said it reminded him of me. Yes u’re right, boobs is the highlight and I’m the booby person in the gang (lol not sure if it’s grammatically correct).

What say you about love? 

Miyavi the Great

Miyavi with his baby

No words can describe how talented this guy is, go and search on Youtube if you don't believe me.

He + his guitar + his hands = can do wonders!

Finally had the chance to witness this guy for real in action, I doubt he will come to Malaysia again since he's starting to lay low, well with the baby he should be pretty occupied.

Oh and did I mention how freaking SEXY he is ? =P

Towards the ending everyone was pretty drunk high and so was he (hence the shirt off, thank god? XD), ohh and I forgot to mention this was sort of sponsored by Asahi, the best Japanese beer ever ~!

A very fruitful trip down to KL indeed, besides meeting my group of bitches besties!

Miyavi-sama, saikou da!!

(Miyavi, you're the best!)